19: Living Life in Black and White

Living life in black and white.

Drugs and sex and rock and roll.

Ukulele musicals.

Doctors priests and lawyers too.

Oh how things can go so wrong.

Thickly wicked – defective.

Black and white.

Shop for shoes and watch T. V.

On the phone with all my friends.

Bikini I'm by the pool.

Sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep.

Oh how nothing seems so right.

Trick me stick me – subjected.

Black and white.

Reading awful science fiction.

Eat red meat from slaughter houses.

Prostitute my brain and body.

Own a cat and feed it tuna.

All of Earth a pile of dirt.

Icky sickly – infected.

Black and white.

Living life in black and white.

Eat red meat from slaughter houses.

Bikini I'm by the pool.

Own a cat and feed it tuna.

Oh how things can go so wrong.

It's all gray.

Black and white.

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37: Floating By

Floating by.

Got too many clouds in my skies.

Floating by.

Got no time for natural highs.

Deafening sounds of my silent cries.

Lying here.

Tatooed skin and defiant eyes.

Lying here.

Hope has disappeared under my disguise.

Deafening sounds of my silent cries.

Wise guys tell me why.

My soul flies and then it dies.

Hoping for a prize I roll snake eyes.

So many sighs.

Sad goodbyes.

Tears in my eyes.

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